好久不见。

断更太久抱歉。
没有想过会在什么时间节点更新，只是今天早上出门，看到日光在树枝间洒落，觉得这个冬天或许可以再需要一点温度。

The Heart of a Broken Story
J. D. Salinger
《破碎故事之心》节选 塞林格

33'

Loving you is the important thing. There are some people who think love is sex and marriage and six o'clock-kisses and children, and perhaps it is. But do you know what I think? I think love is a touch and yet not a touch.

爱你是唯一重要的事。有人认为爱是性，是婚姻，是清晨六点的吻，是生一堆孩子，也许真是这样的。但你知道我怎么想吗？我觉得爱是想触碰又收回手。


第二首想了很久，选了勃朗特这首《我没有怯懦的灵魂》或者译作《我的灵魂绝不怯懦》。
这是我们能给自己的最好的浪漫和力量。

167'

（最后两个th喷麦了预警！最近赶论文没有时间再录了抱歉qwq！！）

No coward soul is mine
By Emily Jane Bronte 艾米莉•简•勃朗特，1818 - 1848

No coward soul is mine,
No trembler in the world’s storm-troubled sphere:
I see Heaven’s glories shine,
And faith shines equal, arming me from fear.

O God within my breast,
Almighty, ever-present Deity!
Life - that in me has rest,
As I - undying Life - have power in Thee!

Vain are the thousand creeds
That move men’s hearts: unutterably vain;
Worthless as withered ***s,
Or idlest froth amid the boundless main,

To waken doubt in one
Holding so fast by Thine infinity;
So surely anchored on
The steadfast rock of immortality.

With wide-embracing love
Thy Spirit animates eternal years,
Pervades and broods above,
Changes, sustains, dissolves, creates, and rears.

Though earth and moon were gone,
And suns and universes ceased to be,
And Thou were left alone,
Every existence would exist in Thee.

There is not room for Death,
Nor atom that his might could render void:
Thou -Thou art Being and Breath,
And what Thou art may never be destroyed.

我的灵魂绝不怯懦
绝不颤栗，哪怕在风暴肆虐之地
我看见天堂的荣光闪耀
信念同样闪耀，助我抵御恐惧
啊，上帝在我的胸膛里
全能而无处不在的神灵
生命，在我身上栖息
正如我——不灭的生命——因你而有力量
万千信条皆是虚妄
感动人心，却徒劳无益
如干枯的野草，不值一提
又如苍茫海中，浮沫泛起
唤醒心中疑虑
而将无限坚守
稳稳锚定于
不朽之磐石
以广博的爱意
你的精神给予永恒岁月以生机
弥漫笼罩着
改变、支撑、消融、创造和孕育
纵然地球与月亮消弭
恒星与宇宙停息
唯有你孑然留下
每一种存在，都将永存于你
死亡没有容身之地
即使微粒也无法使之消失
因为你即是存在与呼吸
你永不湮灭


中文结合
***s://***bilibili***/video/av806290621/?vd_source=405848a5a07040849bbcfe899a77a423
以及***s://***sohu***/a/342548600_298579
bgm 《简·爱》


顺颂冬安。